Tuesday, May 13
Is my strength the strength of stones, or is my flesh bronze?
—Job 6:12
Few of us engage in this process by choice. Sometimes circumstances, such as the loss of a job or some other financial setback, demand that we change our direction in life. Alternatively, we may find that our current way of living, “successful” as it might be, leaves us feeling cold and unfulfilled. Whatever the reason, we know we need a radical change.
In a culture that values self-reliance, even to admit this need demands courage. Not only do we risk losing the regard of others, but we jeopardize our self-esteem as well. What if we discover that our motives aren’t as noble as we thought? What if we uncover fears, old wounds, assumptions that make us seem petty or unjust? These are the chances that we take.
Fortunately, when we feel compelled to look into our hearts, we can be assured that we don’t do so alone. God, who is all-merciful, promises to journey with us, and to bring us safely through our fear.
O God, give me courage to face my deepest need, and to know that, even when I am afraid, you will never leave my side.
The Signposts for May are written by Susan Hanson and originally appeared on explorefaith.org in September 2004.